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| Thursday, April 18, 2002 @ 07:19 I've had lots of thoughts this week: ego in dominants, ego in submissives, dominance, boi-energy, what I want, what I don't want, what I want part-time, motivations... This morning it occurred to me that while I want a 24/7 relationship in my future, I don't want one right now. It would be lovely to have someone at my beck and call whenever I want something (sex, cleaning, a massage, someone to sort my papers, someone to take a caning), but I want my time alone and having someone living with me would dramatically reduce that. And I like sleeping alone too. While a slave should be on the floor rather than in the bed, they still might disturb my sleep. In fact, the main reason NM gives for not wanting to stay overnight is that she's afraid of waking me in the morning (she's used to being up by 5am no matter what day it is). Someone on a discussion list said that her dream is for her owner and his wife to live behind her. That their houses be connected via a gate between their back yards. That way he can come and use her whenever he feels like it, but she can still be alone and he can still be with his wife. I'm thinking something like that might be a nice arrangement. Or maybe an upstairs and downstairs apartment in one of those older houses. Or, really, just get one of those old houses that has servants quarters and use them as they were intended.
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