I am going to start filtering some of my more private musings. Since blogger does not have a tool for that, you will need to visit my Live Journal and ask to be friended there. I will continue to post Daily Gratitude and other subjects here. There is also a FAQ for my Journal at the same link.
| Wednesday, May 15, 2002 @ 07:21 Is it insomnia if you're able to fall asleep fairly easily, but can't stay asleep? Tossing and turning and waking up at 2:30 and staying awake for over an hour is NOT fun -- esp. when I'm already operating on negative sleep. Monday night was a fair night of sleep, but another night like last night (or Sunday or, heaven forbid! Saturday) and I'll absolutely have to stay home from work. I just won't be able to function properly and would doubt my ability to drive a vehicle. I do want to write more about the "passive dominance" thing and what the hell j sees in me. I also want to write some more about the stuff from last weekend and the developments since then. I'm just too tired to even write offline. j interpreted what I wrote Sunday morning as something of a love letter to NM. Someone else mentioned that I'd posted one intense post that day. It's always interesting that I think I've all but shoved my soul in front of you and said "here" and then hear from readers who missed it. Guess even when I come out of denial, I still hide enough to protect myself. (for the record: the posts on Sunday were *all* intense for me to write and read and reread and it was not only about NM -- nor do I expect NM to read them as she is computer-less for the time being and probably won't bother reading back entries once she gets back online.)
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