I am going to start filtering some of my more private musings. Since blogger does not have a tool for that, you will need to visit my Live Journal and ask to be friended there. I will continue to post Daily Gratitude and other subjects here. There is also a FAQ for my Journal at the same link.
| Tuesday, June 11, 2002 @ 07:35 Energy is so underrated in this society. Even though I consider it the core of the universe and all human interactions, I manage to forget that in the mindless ritual of office life and daily patterns of sleeping, eating, working, existing, that I learned while alone. This is one of the "theory into practice" elements of my relationship with the boi. She knows energy and works with it and has spent years studying it. She's had frustrating encounters where she tried to incorporate energy and hit blank walls. Her Mistress and her submissive are exceptions (I did mention she was a switch and collared to someone?). With us, it was the energy that grabbed us and dragged us together and that keeps us moving forward at a speed we never expected. If you are open to the energies of the universe, you become hyperaware. You suddenly know who belongs in your life and where and everything gets easy. There is no work when you're following what the universe intends. You find yourself growing and learning without pain or struggle. There's a quote from RuPaul I will find tonight and post here. I meant to do it a week ago, but then got a bit busy. If you ignore the energies of the universe, you get sluggish in your choices and words like "settling" enter your vocabulary as you continually attract and attach yourself to the personalities and surfaces of people and situations instead of checking the deeper, energy level to identify the true entity. Relationships (including family and friends and co-workers) become "challenges" to overcome and "get through" and struggle is the only way you can see to grow and learn. Then the cycle starts where you expect that to happen and so it does. I've known for years it doesn't have to be like that. I've found a few very, very dear friends who have proven to me that it can be easy AND we can help each other grow and learn. I just hadn't found someone to ride the energy *with* me. Mostly because I wasn't checking the energies and trusting them when I felt them. Now I get to experience it as a presence in my daily life, as I interact with friends and coworkers, as I sit alone in my apartment and reach out to ride the connections to their other sides. I wrote a long time ago about seeing energy and how I missed that. I have a feeling that I'll be practicing that a lot..... this is too complicated an issue to address on the fly. I have to dash to work. I'll try to go deeper later.
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