I am going to start filtering some of my more private musings. Since blogger does not have a tool for that, you will need to visit my Live Journal and ask to be friended there. I will continue to post Daily Gratitude and other subjects here. There is also a FAQ for my Journal at the same link.
| Wednesday, September 04, 2002 @ 07:34 I sat down this morning to write before work, but no words are coming. I was formulating some interesting ideas last night, but they need more time to gestate. My boi and I are bonding at deeper levels all the time. Through beatings and sex and intimate conversations. Through planning for our future and discussing issues from our pasts. I am "fine tuning" some of her behaviors through slow and steady reinforcement...subtly training her to react the way I want her to react. I am taking more and more control as I begin to understand her better. Knowing how her mind works, I can see what will be effective and what needs to wait. We are still in the discovery stages of mapping each other's moods and thought processes and behavior patterns. I am constantly amazed that I am finally in a "grown-up" relationship that involves planning for work and money and household projects and pet care and all those daily responsibilities -- and that I'm not running from being the head of a household of one slave, four cats, and a lizard. Life is good....and I'm finding the words to reflect on that...slowly.
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