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"When you open your mind and hands and heart to the knowing of a thing, there is no room in you for fear"
--Patricia McKillip, The Riddle-Master of Hed |
I am going to start filtering some of my more private musings. Since blogger does not have a tool for that, you will need to visit my Live Journal and ask to be friended there. I will continue to post Daily Gratitude and other subjects here.
There is also a FAQ for my Journal at the same link.
Friday, October 18, 2002
@ 11:31
Being unemployed should mean I have lots of time to write. I don't. My boi has been working on her 2nd book (with the 3rd already through it's first draft), which means I've been working on book formatting and designing a website (Diecast Poetry Productions) and business cards, etc. When I'm not doing that, I'm sending out resumes or doing interviews. Or she's on the computer working on her stuff. Or we're spending time together talking, watching tv, having great sex or beatings. So far I'm accompanying her to all her readings and helping her get established in the Phoenix poetry community. The apartment looks as messy as if we were both out of the house at jobs all the time. We're just busy living our life and building things together.
There is lots I have swirling around in my head. I just don't feel inclined to share. It would be simple enough to order her off the computer and write what I want about poetry and writing, community, slavery, spirituality, SM, television...I'm certainly thinking and growing a lot in this relationship. Hell, I could fill pages every day just about conducting my job search. I'd just rather spend the time living my life and talking it out with her at the moment.
I'm very happy and have faith that the universe will provide me a job (or temp assignments) in the next week and that building my boi's career will lead to greater success (monetary compensation included) as well as inspiration for my own. What else is there to say?
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