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| Wednesday, February 05, 2003 @ 06:59 There are days when we don't turn the computer on until until late afternoon or evening. Most days I only check my e-mail (pop account only) once a day and skim a few of my favorite sites and then let it sit. My boi has gone days without checking hers. Between the injury and the moving and the unpacking and the toothache and the hormones and the pains caused by altering my walk due to the injury, I'm just tired most of the time. And my boi has had to work overtime with me being physically limited, then she's been laid up with a bad cold the last few days. Whatever energy we've had that hasn't been devoted to job and/or unpacking, has gone to each other and our "kids". So it's not that we've abandoned our websites and discussion lists. We've just been lacking in the two essentials: energy and time. We are very happy, just still frustrated by 1) my physical limitations, 2) her foo, 3) my job, and 4) being surrounded by boxes. We've done a lot of talking about the kind of furniture we want and how we're going to arrange the various rooms -- once we're both well and can move boxes and have the money to buy furniture. We have to find some kind of energy tonight. I'm having a meeting here tomorrow night, so we want things to at least appear semi-organized to outsiders. I just remind myself that the bills are getting paid, the kids and us are getting fed, we're spending time together reading and catching up on shows we videotaped during the weeks of moving, and we're slowly making progress on the house. Oh, and the cats are much happier (no longer at war with each other) and we're much happier and the ig is growing. Now if we can just find the energy and the urge (both of us at the same time), maybe we could have sex more frequently and a good SM scene -- after all, one of the big reasons for moving was having better play space and privacy. Between my body and hers and both our mental states, we've only managed a few minor beatings that, while they left bruises, didn't fully satisfy the sadist or the masochist. But I know it will come....we're just reacting to the monster stress that we were living under for six months without realizing just how bad it was. That release is reaching the end of it's course and I look forward to some intense sessions soon -- and as a regular part of our life.
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