I am going to start filtering some of my more private musings. Since blogger does not have a tool for that, you will need to visit my Live Journal and ask to be friended there. I will continue to post Daily Gratitude and other subjects here. There is also a FAQ for my Journal at the same link.
| Thursday, June 12, 2003 @ 07:07 Things are weird right now. My boy & I are happy -- at least we know our relationship is solid and we love being together. We're just both experiencing some weird energy or something. The boy has had physical problems that started before the road trip and don't seem to be getting under control. I've been having some near anxiety attacks at night. We're also having financial issues..... I don't know, maybe it's simply the stress of money problems coupled with all the overtime I'm putting in and her physical stress. Or maybe it's the fact that we're in the middle of our anniversaries (June 1st was our first "date" leading up to her moving in last July and my accepting her surrender as my slave at the end of July). In the past I've had these feelings of anxiety and not-quite-depression in the weeks leading up to my birthday. Since I moved to Arizona, those episodes have slowly disappeared. I'd hate to have them migrate to the anniversary of what's arguably the best thing that has ever happened to me. Time to go to work. I've been going in early and/or staying late the past few weeks. Which of course only drains us both more.....However, we both KNOW this will pass. We've waited too long in our lives to find each other and build the life of owner/property. We're not going to give in to temporary ickiness when the core is so solid.
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