I am going to start filtering some of my more private musings. Since blogger does not have a tool for that, you will need to visit my Live Journal and ask to be friended there. I will continue to post Daily Gratitude and other subjects here. There is also a FAQ for my Journal at the same link.
ramblings of the not-quite-well
| Saturday, July 19, 2003 @ 09:57 It's been a long week. I ended up having to work overtime (since I don't yet qualify for paid sick time, I have to make up the hours I missed last Friday) and I'm still not well. Extra hours of work while my body is still healing don't leave much energy. Then there's the getting up early to watch Tour coverage (which was absolutely worth it the last two days: go Jan Ullrich!!!). I'm just hoping I'll feel 100% by next Friday. Not that being subpar is going to keep me from making use of boy this weekend -- it's been way too long since we've been able to have sex, let alone a good beating. Last weekend was Thunder in the Mountains. I decided that it's just as well we couldn't afford to go, since it would have sucked to have been sick. Basically it means that it's been over a year since boy & I have been apart for more than a few hours. This upcoming week is our anniversary -- not of getting together or him moving in, but of his surrender of authority to me and my collaring him. It's also the anniversary of a very private event between the two us. Unfortunately, this weekend has a few unhappy anniversaries associated with his FOO.....once we get past those, we'll be able to mark our own. I'm trying to motivate myself to be active. I was doing well with that before I got sick. however, the past week has left me so drained. It's an effort just to sit here and type. It's easier to sit in front of the tv and veg/drowse. I'm sure the record heat & high pollution levels this week haven't helped my recovery. There's so much to do around the house: filing, bill paying, organizing stuff I brought from the last trip to KS. I'd like to get my websites redesigned (I did renew both domains last night, so DM's Realm & Unsuspected Depth will be around at least another year) -- and uploaded as well as some e-mail accounts organized and post a few responsed to threads on discussion lists that passed while I was sick. And there's errands to run and taped tv shows to get caught up on and, geez, sometime I'd like to beat on boy -- and just spend time cuddling with him that I haven't been able to do out of fear of germs and lack of energy. I know I'm lucky. I have a wonderful slave, amusing and loving cats, a good job and a great apartment, friends, health insurance (for the first time in almost a year), and the promise of some interesting and fun activities over the next few months -- four or five in the next week alone!.....life is good....it's just my energy that is low....maybe I just need to beat boy in order to get envigorated....hmmm......maybe I'll try that after breakfast.
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