I am going to start filtering some of my more private musings. Since blogger does not have a tool for that, you will need to visit my Live Journal and ask to be friended there. I will continue to post Daily Gratitude and other subjects here. There is also a FAQ for my Journal at the same link.
work, stress, and relief
| Sunday, June 13, 2004 @ 19:58 It's been quite a weekend. Work was pretty stressful last week in the sense of having nothing to do and having to make up tasks. The stress level of everyone else is rising as we are all very much aware from recent experience that no incoming files means people will be laid off. Given that the company is in the late stages of a major merger, some of us are even beginning to wonder if the entire office might end up in jepordy. I really don't want to have to deal with job hunting in this market. It's hard enough watching boy do it in off-season. Between that work stress, the anxiety about seeing the specialist early Friday morning, and the news that my mother is having major back problems (a crushed disc and, we now know, a bulging disc) and is 1) off work for weeks/months and 2) not even able to drive, I was a bit of a mess by the time I got home Friday evening. Things went downhill from there because I was not in a state to interact with humans and boy took it to mean he had done something wrong and I was mad at him. The result was that he went to bed around our normal time and I stayed up until after 2am. Yet another night that I wanted sex and the psychological/emotional states of one or both of us prevented it. Last night was much better. We went to the women's group party and boy had the opportunity to let his Daddy side out. I got to be voyeur and watch him beat a very pretty fem bottom. Then I chained him to a tree and invited several friends to taunt him, some of which I watched, others I didn't as I wanted to socialize with women inside the house. After I unchained him and let him pack up the toy bag I had the impulse to beat on him, so I grabbed him by the collar, grabbed two short rubber floggers, pushed him on the wall, and beat him without warmup -- and so hard he has nice marks today. Then we came home, said goodnight to the fem bottom, and had some really, really good sex. Today we slept in (well, considering how late it was after the sex, it was less sleep than we usually get) and then off to the local MAsT meeting, which is always very good for both of us and for our dynamic. Then boy went off to sell his books to someone from the party last night (he only had one copy with him last night and it was promised to someone else) and I'm catching up on e-mail, perusing collarme.com prospects, and typing this. There are new things percolating in my Master brain (as boy likes to refer to it) after this weekend that I look forward to developing in the coming weeks. Right now the daily priority has to be cleaning the house to prepare for houseguests next week and the party we'll be hosting in less than two weeks. I'm really looking forward to Mistress Blair's visit, to meeting her slave, puppy, and to hanging out with "good people." whenever possible.
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