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"When you open your mind and hands and heart to the knowing of a thing, there is no room in you for fear"
--Patricia McKillip, The Riddle-Master of Hed |
I am going to start filtering some of my more private musings. Since blogger does not have a tool for that, you will need to visit my Live Journal and ask to be friended there. I will continue to post Daily Gratitude and other subjects here.
There is also a FAQ for my Journal at the same link.
dazed
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
@ 06:36
I'm not feeling very clear. I'm not exactly sure why. Work has fallen into a daily routine of receptionist duties combined with setting up files. boy was hired by a local grocery store (in walking distance!). he will be attending off-site training/orientation today and Thursday and then in store training next week. We figured out that he will be getting a paycheck every week starting this week (due to temp gigs he had the last few weeks and one tomorrow). We're participating in an experiment on service with our local MAsT (Masters And slave Together) chapter for the next month that is already giving me new perspectives on our structure. My ankle is feeling better (after 1.5 weeks wrapped and staying off it as much as possible). I see the doctor for a follow up on Friday afternoon.
Perhaps the lack of clarity is because the house is a mess. Now, the house has been a mess for months in that there are boxes of stuff that need to be sorted and either removed from the house or organized. We had started doing a little of that a few weeks ago, but my injured ankle and boy's work schedule put an end to that. It really sucks that I'm not allowed to rummage through the closet, pull out a few boxes and organize as I go along. The best I could hope for is to have boy be my legs -- which he can't do because he's busy with the cooking and cleaning and laundry, etc. This is when a second slave would be very handy. Too bad it didn't work out with the submissive we put in a trial service agreement last month (as an update: it lasted one week and then she found the 'perfect' female Sir who would beat her on their first meeting -- I think that one lasted maybe two or three weeks). Add to the disorganization the fact that both boy and I were sick last week (I missed 1.5 days of work, he missed two stagehand gigs) and boy is still feeling under the weather, but working very hard to make sure both our chores get done.
I think my priority this weekend, whether the doctor releases me to be on my feet again or not, has to be clearing some of the clutter from the house. There is a lot of work to be done and I just need to burn off the haze that's surrounding my mental abilities and free myself to focus on my goals for myself and my relationship.
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