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"When you open your mind and hands and heart to the knowing of a thing, there is no room in you for fear"
--Patricia McKillip, The Riddle-Master of Hed |
I am going to start filtering some of my more private musings. Since blogger does not have a tool for that, you will need to visit my Live Journal and ask to be friended there. I will continue to post Daily Gratitude and other subjects here.
There is also a FAQ for my Journal at the same link.
transformative grief
Monday, June 12, 2006
@ 12:59
I'm going through a grieving process right now. I'm struggling to understand it -- I get the why & how, I'm just not sure of the specific what, the root of the grief. boy is helping me, as he went through a similar process years ago. There are many thoughts and revelations from the past few days that I want to share on this journal, I just don't have the energy right now. The grief is overwhelming at times and it's all I can do to avoid bursting into tears at inappropriate moments. So, I'm focusing on Pronoia, gratitude, and mindless computer games. Oh, and "Hell's Kitchen" starts tonight, so that will be a bit of a distraction as well.
I want this journal to be more reflective of who I am -- especially as that sElf is transforming into something new and amazing. Maybe once I'm through the grief, there will be (re)newed energy for exploring and expressing mysElf here.
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